Best memory and worst regret

I have so many memories and we all have. Memories can be hurting, joyful, relaxing... We have so many memories which we cherish from our past life.

The first and the best memory I have is of my grandfather. He was a gentleman who loved me the most. It was because of him that i was the most pampered and spoiled child in our home. Being the only girl child in the family, I was loved by everybody but he was the one whose love can never be compared with other. As my both parents are working and they didnt had time for us, he used to take care of me. For me was my everything. My days used to start with him and used to end with only him. He used to do all my work whether it was dressing me up and dropping me to school or to make me sleep with his bed time stories. 

I still remember how he used to take care of me. He always loved playing with. He was the only person who could never see a single tear in my eye. He used to do anything and everything possible just to make me smile.

I never knew how difficult it will be to handle all the things on my own. I never knew this that if after him, whenever i will be having a bad dream, there will be nobody to tell that everything is fine and i am here for you always.

The night he was counting on his last breath, everybody was there with him. But not me. I was the one whom he wanted to meet before going to heaven and i was there to see him for the last time. Thats the regret I will carry with me forever.

I miss you dadu.